Based on a famous painting called, "The Scream"
Ok, I know it's a Monday morning, but the sun is shining, I got a good night sleep last night (unlike yesterday when I woke up from a bad dream about my mother (who passed away almost 10 years ago!) who was cutting all my daughter's hair off??!?? What on earth was up with THAT?????)...why did I sit down to write and all this crankiness come out? I seriously need some chocolate or drugs or something.
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Sometimes I think of starting another blog where I could just let out all my "vents" about people anonymously (NO, I HAVE NOT DONE THIS!!). But I don't. I just think it.
Because I hate conflict. I hate hate hate it when people are mad at me. And I have learned the hard way that it's just generally better to keep your mouth shut, unless you want to do battle. Which I do not. I do not want to battle. I do not want to argue. Spent my teenage years doing that. Life's quota is full on that one.
Come to think of it, I bet there are people that would like to tell me off too! Hopefully they are like me and just keep it inside, ha ha.... :-O I'm sure I'm a jerk too. I'm sure I must also drive people crazy. I admit it.
And if you know me in real life and are worried that I have "vents" about you, I probably don't - most of the people that drive me crazy are also too self-involved to give a rat's patootie about what's going on in *my* life - they don't read this blog. Do you know how it makes me laugh when someone who "knows" me says to me, "Oh, you're building a place in the Adirondacks?" Like, maybe stop talking about yourself for 30 seconds and ask someone else what's going on in their life, like, once or twice a year? Instead of rolling my eyes, I just hear pounding steel drums in my head...
Are you the tell-people-off type, or the store-it-up-inside type?
The end.
P.S. No more rants today, I promise. :-P Sorry to poop on your Monday morning!
I would much rather battle it out and get it all over with and move on. Of course, I had people in my life with whom that was possible...not people who wouldn't speak to me for obscene lengths of time to punish me for having feelings and opinions.
ReplyDeleteAnyway, you don't need another blog. Just vent to me. :) Even if I get angry, it doesn't usually last more than a few seconds...life is too short. Besides, I like to know what people really think and feel. I don't like fake outward appearances. Keeping things in is unhealthy anyway....of course, then I should be the picture of health, but...
No, you're not a jerk. You do say the occasional jerky thing, but don't we all? You are human. Sometimes I think you might be super human, but then I remember that inside we're really just broken robots...why WAS that so funny???? LOL Love you! :D
What you REALLY need is to mix M&M's and Reeses Pieces together in a bag and eat them in the dark, never knowing what you're gonna get...life is like a bag of chocolates...
ReplyDeleteOf course, putting a couple of moon pies under the bed couldn't hurt either...first thing in the morning...prayer and moon pies...